idunno
i dunno why am i so sad or scare or what. i dunno whats this feeling is like. i duno why you just be so ... ? the feeling in me is not good. i wanna tell you but dunno how to. this is not the first time im feeling this already. i dunno what to do. i neeed help. should i .. or should i not? i dunno why its always me who always ask those nasty bad un-memorable things? why why? maybe i treat this seriously. i noe u did too but i just dont feel right and secure. someone pls tell me what to do.

having a fun time with fourones today.din noe theres is a fyrhto outing today. no one sms me la.omg i so unfriendly man lol. i miss playing mahjong daidee and chatting anything under the sun with fyrhtos. (: otc refresh!
ohoh back to today. played caps ball then watch dvd then lan then back to balls again. fun fun. im having leg cramps again. i really need to exercice before sl and FO camp or im in dead meat. my legs will not belong to me anymore then.noooooooo dont havennnn.
nxt time will blog about thai trip. (: