im scared of being alone in the house.all the four walls is what i face.i dont like the feeling.why is it everytime im the one alone at home and others are having fun.even though i noe im having sch so no choice but i really dont like this feeling.every month i will have such feeling.i dont want to have it anymore. ):

mbs tutorial is getting to my nerves.kill the teacher if i can.how can one teacher teach until like this.hope i wun fail my mbs at all this time.wanan see the failing rate this time.haha.its not funny =X kill the cher.GRRR
joke of the day: OHP IS FOR BLANK PAPER! VISUALISER IS FOR TRANSPARENTCY!

alrighty LCCI is finally over!
thursday
the exam was alright.finished and double check the paper before 3 hours is up.actually was only 2 hours up. =X waited outside for xy for 1 hour!?my ass hurts.then rushed back for psychology tut.omg the cher malu me la.why on the earth choose me la. !@#$$% but nvm then dragged my feet to tm cs.repaired my saddist phone bought 2ppl present.haix.im offically broke can.the worse thing is that i din ate from 8am in the morning till 830pm at night.omg im feaking hungry and feel almost wanan to faint. =XX
friday
xy din come.ms goh is very funny.lect is boring.omg i love econ lect.cause can curse sebas.and test him chinese.his A2 is crap la.lol.flo and me have same psy tutor!he totally sucks for us.HAHA.dont wanna go oltc briefing.yongzhi also din go la.lol.candice still thinking...ZZZ hope candy can get in thru appeal.

alrighty shall blog about the iguide camp which i already got my seal points.HAHA.
friday.
skipped my lcci and went for camp.ccn day as well.din buuy any food cause no one treat me!haha.then met van and allan.registration starts then allan was telling me TA TA.but i dunno what grp im in.then i saw my name. T.....A i dont believe it can.see again really TA haha.wah.so glad has partner le!then van also in TA.wahahah.we 3 will have fun de!first day of camp has 30+++ TARVOS ppl.haha.then icebreaker and amazing NIGHT race! tiring.briefing till 12am then can bathe la!guess where to bathe..sports complex.then we are sleeping at TCC.which means we had to walk from one end of the sch to another juz to bathe.ZZZi counted.its 15 min if u dragged ur feet.haha.then came back had my supper MAC!!haha.a lot of orders for delivery
saturday
breakfast then played some games.then went to audi to stone for 3 hrs.lol.eventually almost half the audi ppl sleppt.haha.then its lunch time.omg its miracle ok.it started with the meal was sort of vegetarian.cause no meat.then when i finish some rice and veggie.i saw one piece of meat.i was damn happy cause those around me din get any meat at all.then i finsih more i got 3 more pieces of meat!WAHAHAH. =DD they are jealous of me le.HAHA.then was MASS DANCE!omg.i damn suay partner with gal.then dont get guys to partner me la.sad.haha.theres iguide dance, tp dance, chicky dance! was so high la.everyone were like HYPER! =DD hendra ah.wana jio some chio bu keep offending the FA.in the end he dance with the gal for 3 dances one after the other.damn cool.sy is airport runway!hahah.ops.got to noe more and better within my grp TA.then another amazing WET race.after which was outdoor cooking.my grp coooking maggie mee.and this hendra jio another chiobu again.haha.me and joey cooked most but in the end too hungry kope a lot of maggie mee and eat.haha.then was another amzing NIGHT race.this was more fun than the last one. =D suppered.bathed.went for supper supper at mac this time.my whole grp went la!COOL!loves TA.then went back chat with alex.dennis classmate.haha.knew a lot of times after that. =DD

sunday.
breakfast.games.gathering.amazing PICUTRE race.this game simply rocks.we are given clues and some pics in some areas of tp.then we are suppose to guess where is the place and take a grp photo in that place.took almost 20 plus pics.haha.then was last game of the camp.dunno whats its name is.but its damn lame game.we are the first to lose in the game.then keep cheering for other grps to join us. =XX grp D made a cheer for i guides.damn cool!in the end TA din win.got 3rd overall.everyone were so tired.but we went opposite sch for lunch before heading home.BUT i headed to gb camp...saw quite a number of ncos.=D missed them a lot!but nvm.haha.went home at 9 plus dead tired.after my bathe i immediately collapsed till next morning. =XX








TARVOS OI!

IGUIDE camp is over alr.i extremely had fun knowing the tonnes of friends there.ESP the ones from TARVOS A! shall blog more about the camp on a later date!allan is in my group as well!omg so concidental la!COOL!i just realise sth from camps. CAMPS = FINDING UR LOVE! =X thats what i saw and feel in my group!!
and i went for GB camp.its so boring man.at least ms wong is so nice!hahaha.saw all my juniors.wow.so interesting and touched when seeing them.feel as if im still part of the camp la.but im not now.haha.
and i got into OLTC! =D but allan din! omg im all alone now.SADDENED! how how how?!?! i dont wanna be alone now la!!
countdown 3 days to LCCI! i din study during weekends.crap!i hope i passed.cause my confident level in passing = 0! =XXXXXXX

i wore the vietam flag shirt today! and lionel wore the same shirt as me!HAHA.we are like WOW same shirt huh.HAHA.saw lots of vietnam trip peeps man.omg.i miss vietnam trip!countdown 9days to lcci exams!omg i haven finish studying!gonna burn midnight oil these few nights and it will be over!i wanan a CCA!XY lets join same CCA!i damn wanna nyaa GOLD!anyone wants as well?and and i wanna go workshop still!bless me!\
tml is 11th anniversary leh!

yesterday was fun day.started off being super early in sch this time scare to be late or absent.lol.psychology macroeconomices faccounting ended fast.good!then headed to gm for caps ball.omg i was so freaking scared about going into the sch cause of the damn security guard.luckily he nt there so i sneak in.wow.they playing alr le la.im so lagged.around 15 ppl came.*claps*more than the ecp outing.hahaha.i got teased again by all of them. ): but i enjoy that part where june and wenjie said.hahaha!*bash them up*yup then dinner at v8.food was alriight.nth much to say abt food.but i enjoy company with the 41peeps.i love them man!oh ya jc peeps mostly all going overseas le.so jealous.i wanna go again!this time to shanghai suzhou.but i prefer vietnam cause i nvr been there be4 whereas the china one i been there.haha.but i nvr forget all the fun laughter scolding friendship i had there in vietnam.i love my tour driver.he is so NICE!there u go!the drive in black shirt.with me and myloveVAN!temasek poly!hahaha.busB =D enjoy the trip totally with 79 peeps and 4 chers! =D

i wanan go for the 2workshops.*waiting for shiyu to psycho me go*hahaha
i wanan go sign up for NYAA! *wishing someone will accompany me!pls i pray!*


luckily the rest of the day nth suay happen to me le.whee!
my sister damn lucky la.just won herself a sony erission walkman phone.OMG.i so gonna snatch it to become mine.HAHA

this day is a idiotic day man.asshole.so many suay things happen to me.
1. wake up at bloody 6am cause of the rain.crap la.so loud.
2.wana wear contacts to sch.but hell man my eye damn pain so i rub.then it shifts to the right and i duno.so i thought i dropped it.so wear specs to sch.then found out its in my eye on the bus.
3.when taking out my stupid contacts on the bus, i missed my stop.damnit
4.traffic jam!!omg la.everyday no traffic jam but when im in the rush.HELL
5.IM ABSENT for the first time in my poly life.HELL 21min late.who to blame?GRRR

and i dunno if anymore suay things will happen today.pls no more.im suay enough. ): im blogging in the lab.GRRRR

today was a sad yet happy day for me.happy cause class outing is fun!although only 12 went, but its fun!cam whoring is fun!omg.hahah.but before i went to iguides briefing.its boring omg.eh i have camp during 16th to 18th nov.it clashes with my gb camp 17th to 20th nov.omg.which should i go.after that im super angry.someone make me damn angry.im xiaoqi but you too...ok after that luckily its alrighty now.hehe.dont mak me sad and angry again cause i know u love me!=D loves my da.