Sorry blog, whenever I feel upset, disappointed, uneasy, I'll come to you. You are like a place for me to rant! ): but promise I'll blog some happy things too.
However, I'm really pretty sad about today. Plans are ruined. Now all I can do is just head home eat, rest, study, before heading to Darren's house for Christmas party with Monday blues! ): initially I can do much more within this time frame. But oh well, I have to be flexible! ): boo! I'm really upset and all!):

Sometimes I really wonder, am I an outdoor person?
I'm not after all this that happen! ): I want to become an outdoor person again. Wait for me! I'll be back in no time!

Had an awesome date with love on our 6th! ((: went for some kids excursion at mandai zoo! It's been like 10plus years since we last went! Nothing much changed. Just it became bigger! And more animals! Haha! There's this Asian elephant exhibition in the zoo! 25 colorful statues of elephants are places inside the zoo at various locations! So the two of us went for an amazing race game, in search for all 25 elephants! But apparently we only found 23! ): we dont know where the remaining 2 went! ): but this is my fav one! Don't ask me why! Hehe! Hope boy love the little present for him and we will have more of such dates to celebrate our --- months! (:
Happy 6th still! <3

I hate this. I really hate it.
If you think you are aching, think about me.
I shouldn't say anything. Nothing will happen. I need to sew my freaking mouth.
My heart is really pain. Really pain. I have not recovered from the previous incident and here I come again.
I feel so useless. Why am I so bothered by this. Why am I crying because of this. Stop crying orleng. It's not worth it. Be strong! I'm rooting myself!
我的心好痛好痛! ):