exams are over. like a finally! ^^ happy to see myself graduate but I haven gotten my results back! :/ ma was a killer I would say. theory is asking for sth that you can only get less than half the marks. calculation was a surprise. tested on sth that is so so not popular! :/ oh well it's over! (: but as a overall, exams are harder as an average. do hope I can still pass all and score in 2? I don't think I'll have the chance to get my fch. this dream seems so far from me. im only confident in getting 1A but I need one more! ): oh well. shall see then! ):
gonna chiong work this holidays! from now all the way to August? (: before I go gz for intern! gonna have a happening holidays I would say. would wish to go more places but doubt so! ): but nvm. at least I get to rest and enjoy and work all at the same time! can be more happy than that! (: anyway, sesame street is coming to USS. so cute I swear. hope I do have chance to escort them! (:

exams are not over yet. I'll be having my last paper in my university life on Monday. but I don't have much concentration to study! shall finish all exercise qn today so I can start on pyp tml.

fm was a killer. okay actually it's not very hard. just that I can't grab the concept well. hence I do know in my heart that I will not do well. msm was good! love the confidence in me studying for this paper. one paper that I'm so confident in. me was really a killer. it's so different from the pyp. really hope I can pass all these! I'm not caring about what grade I got. good or bad, I accept it. at least I alr secure a second lower class? (:

recently, I'm in a very stress situation. the reason why I hate to tell ppl my grades is that they will think I haolian. but I never. everyone ard me now keep emphasizing that I have so many As so why worry for my remaining papers. but don't they know there is luck factor also! I have to admit that I really put in a lot of effort. but just maybe my answers are better than average that's why I'm able to score better! but also don't need to keep say I haolian by just sharing how to study for those mods. I really hate this.

moreover i really want to take down this honor thingy in myself. I don't want to push myself anymore. I realize I'm very tired. yes I do know this honours thingy is impt in the working world, but if I'm so stress and can't even study well and do for the paper, what makes me want to aim towards this honours?

ppl who did well in last year doesn't meant they will do better or as well this year. it depends on the hardwork confidence determination motivation and the paper. even thou I have the first 4, but the last one is lacking, I'll still not do well. so stop saying I zai or what shit. im really Dulan. especially yesterday and today.

anyway I saw this quote. quite true eh?