我真的有点难过。你知道我真的要的是什么吗?你控制自己的生活是件好事,但你有趁在别人的角度想过吗?我只是要多一点的安全感,多一点的关心,多一点的保护,你能给我吗?我不是要控制你的生活,我只想你能为我做一些改变。这个会很难吗?

goodbye 2012
goodbye 2012! (: 2012 was a fulfilling year for me. manage to go to pretty lot of places. explore places which I really want to. nepal, hongkong, vietnam, laos, malaysia, philippines, china. 2012 was also a year where I manage to graduate and be a degree holder. the most important part is that I manage to get my fch. it was a pretty surprise for me cause I really thought I will just have such cause of the papers. did ocip and overseas intern too! was definitely an eye opener for me.
now I'm already in 2013 and just wish I'm living a better life than last year! and I will! happy new year! (:

have been watching many episodes of 百里挑一. many pick up lines, many "proposals", many touching moments. yes I'm really touched, I even cried for some. everyone should have their own love story and I really hope everyone has that touching moments that belong to him and her. yes I do have mine too and I really want to cherish this. (;

hello! counting down 15 more days to end of intern! yes, I do wish this to end soon! but I also want it to be longer! (: being an intern here is fun! getting more attached here and I don't want to leave! each day I learn more and more things on jewellery production line! ( but now I just can't wait for my china tour! hohoho! it's getting exciting! ^^

time flies. only left 22 days more of working in this company. can't believe I already have feelings with this company despite some ups and downs. I really learnt a lot here. how to manufacture a piece of jewellery, how they choose diamonds, different kings of machine and equipment, how customized jewellery comes... there's too much to say here. I'm glad I made good friends here. although they are way older, but there's no gap in our communication. really glad to see this! (: I really love the environment here, working people... everyday can just bring a smile on your face and come to work. no sadness, anger, disappointment. I'm glad that I took up this great opportunity and thank them for accepting me as an intern here! (: I'll definitely come back to visit you guys when I'm back in china or gz! (: