do you know that I thought I can survive 3 months myself? but I can't. I still wish your presence is there to support me thru but doubt so. I'm really feeling very lonely now. at this very moment, I want you to accompany me. but I don't know where you are. I even have to ask ppl to help me know where you are. cause I'm worried for you. feel so lost and useless being overseas. I really don't know what to do.