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hiuching.temasek polytechnic. accounting and finance 310390 |
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had some htht session with my mum today. knew the fact that my dad is old already and is going to retire soon. soon, the main pillar of finance will be pushed to me. this is really a huge responsibility. being the youngest in the family yet I have to carry this huge responsibility isn't a great thing. good in a way cause my parents trust me. but bad is, why can't my elder sister have this "burden". why me? i did actually know why me. but I just feel a little upset that why can't I enjoy the feel of being the youngest. the feel of being able to bully the elder one and the feel of having someone to punish instead of me. even when I'm young, I'm already acting as the elder sister. sometimes I really did think life is unfair. why can't I just enjoy the benefits of being the younger kid? but oh well, crying doesn't help. I know I'm tearing a little because of these, but what can I do? I can just accept this reality and continue. internship will be the last chance for me to enjoy myself. after which, I have to find a full time job to support the family. sometimes I need a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear to listen all my rants, someone for me to bully once in awhile...but where do I find? enough of ranting. goodnight peeps. tml will be a better day.
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