missorange

2012-02-14T08:57:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day everyone! (: spread this love for your loved ones and friends! (:
But this vday, I'm spending alone! Actually not alone but with my dearest managerial econs notes and manfred ting! ): pretty upset that I can't meet you. ): a 5min talk with you on the phone will be good but... Nvm!

2012-02-12T13:38:00.001+08:00

Stress and panic! Wonder why did I start studying so late? ): kinda regret now! How brown cow? Chionging now but nua-ing on my bed makes me want an afternoon nap more! Two days to vday but no mood and feel for it! ): not expecting anything too! ):
Anyway went for Denise's 21st last night! Her theme is super cool!

2012-01-29T02:03:00.001+08:00

This birthday cupcakes are super cute I swear! but not to my liking in terms of taste! :/

2012-01-27T21:58:00.001+08:00

In love with these two pictures! So pretty! Pity that I din take the evening sunset picture! Even nice! ): but still <3

2012-01-25T11:13:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! :D this is my angbao which is going to fly from hk to Singapore! ^^

2012-01-13T00:21:00.001+08:00

Haven't been blogging since the new year! Shall update next time! But for now, I'm so dead! Exams is coming and starting in 10may! Less than 4 months to mug! Wonder how I did it last year! But don't ask me out to play eat or what! Now I only want mug mug mug! Either out or home! That shall be it! Last year lets go! Fch let's go! All final year friends, last lap, last race, last chiong-ing time, nerd we shall be! :/ jiayou everyone!

2011-12-23T15:38:00.001+08:00

Sorry blog, whenever I feel upset, disappointed, uneasy, I'll come to you. You are like a place for me to rant! ): but promise I'll blog some happy things too.
However, I'm really pretty sad about today. Plans are ruined. Now all I can do is just head home eat, rest, study, before heading to Darren's house for Christmas party with Monday blues! ): initially I can do much more within this time frame. But oh well, I have to be flexible! ): boo! I'm really upset and all!):

2011-12-14T15:55:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder, am I an outdoor person?
I'm not after all this that happen! ): I want to become an outdoor person again. Wait for me! I'll be back in no time!

2011-12-11T23:39:00.001+08:00

Had an awesome date with love on our 6th! ((: went for some kids excursion at mandai zoo! It's been like 10plus years since we last went! Nothing much changed. Just it became bigger! And more animals! Haha! There's this Asian elephant exhibition in the zoo! 25 colorful statues of elephants are places inside the zoo at various locations! So the two of us went for an amazing race game, in search for all 25 elephants! But apparently we only found 23! ): we dont know where the remaining 2 went! ): but this is my fav one! Don't ask me why! Hehe! Hope boy love the little present for him and we will have more of such dates to celebrate our --- months! (:
Happy 6th still! <3

2011-12-04T13:20:00.001+08:00

I hate this. I really hate it.
If you think you are aching, think about me.
I shouldn't say anything. Nothing will happen. I need to sew my freaking mouth.
My heart is really pain. Really pain. I have not recovered from the previous incident and here I come again.
I feel so useless. Why am I so bothered by this. Why am I crying because of this. Stop crying orleng. It's not worth it. Be strong! I'm rooting myself!
我的心好痛好痛! ):

2011-11-30T10:43:00.001+08:00

CV is over finally! I had my share of fun, anger, laughter and all! (; glad to see many of my friends in cv as participants and me being the one the cheer them on! (: hope they had fun too! Good job to those who got first 3 positions! (: now I'm waiting for aar! Waiting for the war to start! Seriously I dont understand why my 2 ICs are chosen! I rather to be under another person than you two! Mr slacker and Ms poker face. You two are scary! :/ but oh well, it's over! I'm glad it's over! No more of me nagging complaining whining about how much stuff I need to do! ): overall, I do like some of my fellow CVians other than that family u suppose! (: glad to have friends having same thoughts, feelings as me! (:

Anyway, I'm going to have a bad week! With makeup lesson and 3 tests in the same week, I wonder how I survive! Hope I do! Jiayou to me and everyone!

2011-11-23T23:46:00.001+08:00

Counting down 4 more days, freedom will arrive! (: smiles will be on my face. Cv in 2 days! Let's go! (:
Anyway, food hunt was fantastic! :D sure win part 2! Good job! 4th sia! :D we have joy we have fun we have foodhunt in the day~ haha!

2011-11-17T21:36:00.001+08:00

Visited USS on the day where most performers last day! Fun is the word! (: totally in love with all my cartoon poloriads now! Feel like ordering more! :0 but still, I love this poloriad! :D
Ps: when is our actual day of playing and enjoying in USS?

2011-11-15T12:23:00.001+08:00

Can't expect myself to cry in the polyclinic just like that! Second time I'm like this. The doctor even remember me as the one who cried badly. My mum make me cry even worse. Idk why. This is definitely a big test for me. When I thought the test is over, no it is not. Can't expect myself to be like this. Seriously a big fat failure. I have to stay strong. Stop crying! Crying will not help.
In addition, I know who concern me more. Really thankful for those there for me when I need them. But where is the one I need most?
I cried badly again. Reading your msg., made me feel even worse. Care and concern is not like this. I can totally imagine if we played the opposite role, what will be my reaction. Studies over concern? Sorry, I'm not like this. Maybe it's just different perception. Maybe I think too much. Maybe I wasn't even as important as well. Deep down me I hope for a better reply but? Crying is now my hobby. Nothing beats crying big time and standing strong again. Now little things also make me cry. Am I such a useless person?
All I want to say ily. I really do.

2011-11-15T11:40:00.001+08:00

A moment like this, I wish you are not the president of ODAC, you have no commitment, so I can have your company! Now, I have no one. My mother is sick, I'm left alone. Alone for the first time out of three!

2011-11-08T13:22:00.001+08:00

Anyone wants to join this? My final year in cv committee and this shall be it! (:

2011-10-30T10:18:00.001+08:00

USS halloween is more fun than 13cells! Been to both Halloween events this year! Nice experience walking in bukit brown cemetery. A more happening event in USS after working for so long! (: love my bimbs and my boy! (:
Mr director of USS Halloween event trailer! Haha! (:

2011-10-25T19:27:00.001+08:00

Idk why am I so pissed off also. Today is seriously not my day! First, itouch is pissing me off. Next, printing took me 2 hours. Then cv stuff came crashing me. And now you say that. To me I'm okay. But just that after such a pissed off day, all I want tml is to work with you, and have a good dinner with you. This will make me cool down. But now? Oh fine. I'm really pissed off! T.T bet nth can cheer me up now. Crying inside me is useless. Shall continue do my cv stuff and study then. );

I know I'm bad in rejecting Bryan for working later. But I know I have sth to do so I don't want to change. I know you are good. But sorry, I'm not, I'm selfish.

2011-10-11T15:25:00.001+08:00

Happy 4th month boy! (:

2011-10-08T01:26:00.001+08:00

Love mini surprises from my boy! Twelve cupcakes from him on thu! (: it's nice! I like! Fri, jac treat me and him another cupcake! Haha! Like a happy! (:
Finally met up my sec sch clique! It's been a long time since I met them! As usual, talk cock sing song we are the best! (: love their company! Random topics just keep us entertained! (: planning for an overseas trip tgt! The last one was like genting two years back? :/ must make this a successful one! :D

2011-10-04T15:24:00.001+08:00

Wish I can find someone who is like this.

2011-09-30T00:49:00.001+08:00

School has started and I'm enjoying my school life. One last year of sim school life! (:
Met apollo for dinner finally! (: love the mini talks with each of them. Knowing them more and all! (:
Pretty upset that I can't participate in night cycling this year. Hope it doesn't rain later! (: but at least I can get home and study!
I have a super high aim this year for my results! I need like 2As. It's hard but I'm gonna work hard! (: ym, we can do it! (:

2011-09-27T20:40:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time since I make these cookies! :D

2011-09-26T01:05:00.001+08:00

Hossan Leong show rocks! (; it's nice! Haha! Love the company! ODAC excos are so bimbo and himbo I swear! HAHA!

2011-09-25T13:26:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 21ST FELICIA! (:

2011-09-21T18:36:00.001+08:00

Oh no! He is so gonna to regret...

2011-09-20T13:38:00.001+08:00

I miss my panthers! So glad that I can head down to find them yesterday for BBQ! (: surprise visit! ((:
and thanks boy for accompanying me! (: new name for you ah! Brandon! :P

2011-09-19T01:35:00.001+08:00

Can't stand him. But I did had a good laugh and fun with him! (:

2011-09-17T12:31:00.001+08:00

I dont wish to go back there again! Both ttsh and cgh! :/

2011-09-16T22:10:00.001+08:00

I miss Apollo! ): I miss tones of outings with them! I need htht sessions with them! Even tml's outing at kovan I also can't go! ): boo!

2011-09-15T20:19:00.001+08:00

This lunch is awesome! The company is good too! (:

2011-09-14T23:24:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, if I don't have this wound, where am I now! Busy working? Busy going out? Busy dating? Busy meeting all my friends?
And now where am I! Stuck at home. Feeling jealous of everything. I really hate this. Why am I so unlucky! Why do I have such thing happen to me. Why!
This thinking never seem to leave me. Fk. I'm seriously tired of everything now! 

2011-09-14T10:30:00.001+08:00

I miss our Vietnam/Cambodia trip! ):

2011-09-09T21:23:00.001+08:00

I'm glad that I change hospital for checkup. Ttsh works so differently from cgh. Waited 4plus hours to get admitted. They did a thorough check on my butt, blood test and found out the real reason behind my wounds. I really don't understand why cgh can't do the same. ESP that a&e doc who assist me during my second "visit".
Now, painkillers and antibiotics are my good buddies. Polyclinic is my second home. Going there almost every day for dressing! ):
But I'm lucky. I'm lucky to have family, friends, love ones by my side all the way. I really love my mum. She's been there 24/7 for me, at home, polyclinic, hospital, operation. I know these period had been bad for me, but definitely she feel worse. Heartache, heartache and heartache! ): promise I'll recover asap. And yes thank my boy. Accompanying me when I need him the most, worrying about me, heart aching cause of all the pain I suffer. I love him so so much. Thanks boy.
I will recover and come back strong. I promise.

2011-09-05T08:46:00.001+08:00

Another same incident happened! This time round it's worse, swollen, pus, worse still there is blood! And the blood never stop bleeding, even till the very point I entered the surgery room! ):
Seen my new wound. Guess what. It's so deep! So much more jialat than my first one! Oh man! Grounded for at least 3 weeks for sure! Feel so upset about this. Gonna miss tonnes of outings meetups and all. Now I don't care about anything other than getting well. I just want to be fully recovered with no new wounds! Choy touch wood. So gonna be zai nu for the next few weeks! Gonna start studying me and msm first when I get the notes from boy! (:
This time round in hospital I feel much better. Not just because it's not my first time, but also cause boy accompanied me throughout. Feel so different. So thankful I have him. Although my mama did niam a little about him but he still stay by my side and be with me! <3! it's heartbreaking to see my family and boy to be suffering tgt with me when I yelled for pain each time cause of my wound. Promise I'll take good care of myself ESP my butt. No more such things to happen! I don't wish to come back again!

2011-08-31T23:01:00.001+08:00

Just when I think my wound is healing well, I had another patch that is swollen. I do hope it's not the same thing! Hope it will be better! I want to do tones of things! Just because of this wound, I'm restricted! Strongly restricted! ): I hate it! Fk!

2011-08-24T02:13:00.001+08:00

Hello from Hochiminh! (: I'm having tones of fun here with aud, ym, Jason, Amos and Louie!
Checking results here is so challenging and scary! But I'm really pleased and surprised by my results! Din expect to pass my ISORG with 58! It's a c leh! And omg for my other modules I really did well! I'm really surprised! For a moment I thought that's not my results! :/ but I'm really happy! :D just need to maintain this momentum to get my expected degree! (:

2011-08-18T14:50:00.001+08:00

I shouldn't think too much. Let nature takes its place.
I like my life now.

2011-08-17T12:05:00.001+08:00

Actually I'm really thankful that I have you now! At least when anything happens, I have you to talk to, to rant to.
Just like now, when I had this wound, I know you can be the one I can look for, to take care of me, to bring me to the doctor despite the timing, to accompany me visit my foc og despite the timing, and to dress my wound.
I really need to thank you for this. You did this despite you have many things on hand. Sacrificing your sleeping time, postponing your things on hand just for me. <3

2011-08-16T00:57:00.001+08:00

After operation, surprisingly the wound doesn't hurt! I'm glad that I can sit with two side of my butt now! (: just that the wound is super disgusting! ):
Glad that we had a talk last night! Though you hate calls but you can still talk to me for 3 hours! It really meant a lot to me! Thanks! <3
It's hard to find someone who will talk to you about anything and everything under the moon. I have found mine! (:

2011-08-13T22:30:00.001+08:00

At times like this, I need you more than anything! But then you're the in charge for the camp! I can't be so selfish and all! ):
My butt had this super big lump. Which had pus, so during the midnight of day1 camp, I went to a&e and got admitted straight! Had a minor operation and I'm fine now! But being alone in the hospital isn't a good thing! Wanted to talk to you but I know you are not free! ):
Hope I'll recover soon and get to go foc and Cambodia! Pls! That's the only thing I can pray for now! ODAC camp I alr miss it! ):
Nothing can make me more sian and moodless other than attending camps! And being ogl for both! It's really my biggest disappointment in my life! Fml! ): but i can't blame anything! Health is more impt! :/

2011-08-13T22:29:00.001+08:00

2011-07-29T12:26:00.001+08:00

A hectic month has passed! (: bkk, work work work, dryrun for camps and birthday parties for July!
August is coming! Can't wait for fod, foc foc and Cambodia! (:
For now heading to jolene's orientation camp day 0! Logcom! (: hehe!

2011-07-22T09:13:00.001+08:00

Busily working for the past week, this week and the coming week! This is to let me rest for my fun packed aug month! Fod, chalet, foc, foc, Cambodia/Vietnam trip! (: it's going to be exciting! Can't wait for aug to come now! (:

2011-07-12T10:30:00.001+08:00

Had been busy these days! Bkk, work, meetup, SRC and Odac dryrun.
I'm going to chiong work these month as next month I will not be able to do so cause of camps and Cambodia trip! (: now I cant wait for aug to arrive! (:

2011-06-27T16:35:00.001+08:00

It will be another 10days again! );
First day of work after 3 months but I got a bad experience! ): hate the fact that someone can be throw here and there just because you don't smile when she taking the camera! But other times you are smiling she don't care! How can! Seriously pissed off! Fk! ):
How I wish I can see you now and just rant to you! But I'll only see you 10days later! ): had been spending the past 4 days with you and I really love spending time with you. Although just sitting down doing nothing and just talk everything out of the blue. It feels great and awesome! I wish I have more time with you but we can't. We are busy ppl! ): but I really love the little surprise I have everytime from you. Feel super loved! ((:

2011-06-22T17:32:00.001+08:00

Hello I'm back from hongkong! (: trying to get used to singapore now! (: I'm glad to meet my hbimb once I landed! (: a dinner gathering and l4d! Sorry for being so quiet and all! Really tired from the flight and the busy schedule for yest! :/ a month there in hk is not short nor long! But definitely sth that I'll rmb! (: no matter is relatives meetup, family gathering, shopping, trekking or even meetup with the twins or boy. Definitely my best hk trip ever ((: looking forward to bkk trip with my sec clique! (: looking forward to foc camp no matter is SRC or Odac! (: looking forward to working in Uss again! Finally I'm looking forward to spending time with boy! (:

2011-06-14T21:35:00.001+08:00

This month in hongkong makes me realise a lot of things. I'm glad to have all my friends with me. Talking with me randomly, asking how am I over here and all! (: and I realise distance makes love stronger. (: and it feels good to know that both of us having the same thinking and all! (:
Now another 6 days till we can talk again. Another 7 days till we finally see each other again. Can't wait! All the wonderful memories keep flashing back in my mind. ((:

2011-06-12T20:04:00.001+08:00

Headache is such a chore! At first I keep having it! Now it disappear for me and it appear for you! :/ I really hope you'll be okay! Everyday also headache! Someone it's at the same spot each time! :/ pls go seek a doctor and see whats wrong with the headache! It really makes me worry so much! Hope you'll be ibe!

2011-06-12T10:16:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wish wishes don't come true! But it does! Contradicting ah! But it is really how I felt! ):

2011-06-11T10:36:00.001+08:00

Best day ever in hk! :D tried out all the transportations in hk in a day, walked the longest distance, rest for the longest time cause our legs are cramped, took the most pictures, and watched the best lights symphony in hk! :D a day that I'll rmb-10june! (: thanks for the awesome date!

2011-06-07T16:19:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday !

2011-05-26T00:07:00.001+08:00

Now it's holidays! Enjoying myself as much now before starting to work in July! (: 5 days in Singapore before a month in hongkong! (: now I'm in hongkong! Finally back to a place where I should be at! 2 years plus since I last came back! (: love the weather now! Hehe! Waiting impatiently for 10june! (: can't believe I can actually meet you here! (: but it's another 15 more days! ): but oh well, for now it's waiting for 930pm each day for the next 9 days! (: hope I get to find some wifi place to tap on the Internet each day! (:

2011-05-25T22:27:00.001+08:00

Hello! Exams are finally over! (: 4 months of school with 4 months of mugging in exchange with 4 months of holidays! Quite good deal ya? (: this is definitely a different experience from TP! An exam that is one for all! :/ I don't really like this system but I have no choice! Now I leant that consistency is important! I'll learn from my mistake this year! Will start studying early for the next year! Do hope I'll pass all my papers this year although I don't have much confidence in them! :/ isorg was challenging from the start! Tried my best to conquer it and I do hope I succeed! Pbf is fun! Related to what I study in TP! (: plus the calculation is really fun! But too bad the paper was kind of unexpected as one chapter came out 3 qns! And its hard to really score them! Fr is irritating from the start as I got the most demanding lecturer! But this makes me consistently study and do my revision for fr! In the end I feel fr paper is the most manageable among all and I'm happy about it! Moreover I tried to study 3 chaps all by myself! And I can do them in the main papers! Yay! Good job for me! (: audit is theory based! But thankgod I have some basic from TP! (: manage to do the paper but I din finish! But I tried my best for them! Do really hope I can score each of the 4 papers! (: enough of exams and ranting about all this! For now, ENJOY HOLIDAYS! :D 

2011-05-08T04:08:00.001+08:00

Elections is over! Pap dominate yet again! But I'm upset that they lost for aljunied and hougang despite the win in potong pasir. Actually I'm more upset for george yeo, zainul, and the other three members. Zainul cannot be the speaker for parliament, no more minister for the lady, no more opportunity for the young member to display, and most importantly no more good minister gy. He is good but apparently his opponent is just too strong! And the margin is by a lot! Can't say much! And oh great I have tinpl is in my area! :/ what the world has become! And its surprisingly to see the slight margin win for pp by sitoh! Finally after three election terms he succeed! Congrats! Well know have to see if we are right in selecting them to represent our voice for the next five years!
Anyway this is the first time im so upset abt a thing. Idk what it implies but I somehow know what I want. But studies first! I'm officially dead for pbf as the theory work really is killing my brain cells! Tml is last day of chionging! I know I can do it! You too! Jiayou! (:

2011-04-20T12:54:00.001+08:00

I'm happy that I have you.
I know I can confront anything to you.
I know you will cheer me up in any means
I know you will really take the time out just to bring me medicine when I'm sick.
I know you will do anything just for me!
Thanks so much! (:

2011-04-16T00:22:00.001+08:00

Somethings I need to keep within myself! It's a little hard but I'm trying! I need 19may to come! Then I'll be free! And I can settle all these! I need a listening ear! ): it's really hard to take all these by myself! ):

2011-04-15T21:41:00.001+08:00

Finally manage to read thru my isorg notes! Now getting my brain used to these stack of knowledge so I can pass isorg well! (:
I need to start on the other modules too alr! (; fr tml! Hope I don't lose my hair tml! Haha!
Anyway, thanks for being there for me. Cheering me up and all. Really appreciate that! (:

2011-04-08T00:32:00.001+08:00

Idk why whenever im troubled, I'll come to blog and type sth! ): i got back one prelim papers cause there's no queue when I'm leaving sch! Failed audit! It's suppose to be my most confident paper of all! ): I'm seriously damn upset about it! ): I know I need the time to study alr! No more resting slacking! ): promise myself that I need to pass and excel in my finals! Don't want to upset my family and friends! Jiayou I can do it! (:
Now I'm worried about another thing. I really feel you like me. But I don't want to think of this matter now! Studies comes first! Idk if im right, but my sixth sense always seem right! Idk what I'm thinking and what I want. But seriously this is the wrong timing! ): and I'm stuck! Idk what to do! How! )):

2011-04-06T23:45:00.001+08:00

I'm scared. I'm scared of finals. I'm scared that I don't have enough time to study isorg! I'm scared that I fail any module. I'm scared that I'll fall for you.

2011-04-04T12:32:00.001+08:00

My 21st birthday is over! (: it's a blast! Long and tiring! So tired pls! Slept for like 12 hours last night! Crashed at 9pm pls! Like a loser! Haha! But anyway thanks those who came down for the party! Really appreciate it! ((: and thanks everyone else for the presents! It's really orange ttm! :/ I might just hate orange soon! Haha! It's good to see oldman on my birthday and thanks for the lie eh! (: now get my butt to study now! It's exactly one month to my first paper isorg! Chionging isorg now like no tml! Cause I don't want to fail this module! ): jiayou for all those who share the same fate as me! Mug hard everyone and let's conquer the finals tgt!

2011-04-01T00:43:00.001+08:00

Happy April's fool day! (: my birthday is over! Although there's some part that really pissed me off and spoilt my day, thankgod the later part is so much better! A treat by oldman and the attempt to cheer me up! Thanks! (: and oldman just disappoint me all of the sudden by saying he is not coming for my party! )): upset much! A02 also! Bson also! Now I'm scared that my party is empty or so weird with so little ppl! ): hope it's not! But still thank xy and mag for the cards and a02 for the vouchers! ((: anyway, it's quite irritating to have many notifications for my phone due to twitter whatsapp fb msg today! All the birthday wishes! It'll take damn long for me to reply them! But really appreciate all the efforts! ((: love all my friends and family around me! Really glad! Feel so loved ((: and thanks Odac for the little surprise yest! Love my hbimb! ((: and the little effort by my bimbs! Knew somethings and really glad I have them with me! ((: and the revision lesson from jk did made my birthday down a little! But I still love my birthday cause of the afternoon... ((:

2011-03-31T01:42:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself! (:

2011-03-30T10:27:00.001+08:00

I'm enjoying the last few hours of being 20! In less than 20 hours im turning into a legal adult! The big 21 is here soon! Feel so old suddenly! ): and I'm heading to TP to see sl camp and help out a little in nightwalk maybe? (: after that will be Odac cog! Hope it's a blast too! Haha! ((: I still can't believe I'm turning into 21 soon! Real soon! ):
Is the surprise? I bet not! ):

2011-03-26T02:17:00.001+08:00

Hello! I'm happy person today! ((: although I was sick after eating Xlb with Monday blues, but thankfully I slept my day off today to make myself well to go for uss with panthers! I'm really glad that I knew these two groups in sim! ((: they are the ones who make me feel like carrying on in SRC and Odac! ((: and I'm rather happy today cause I talked to you! Finally after so long! And after that day you dao me! ): but still I'm happy! Hehe! Can't wait for exams to be over to enjoy food trips with you! Now it's my motivation to study! Here we go! Anyway, the fireworks in Uss is way bettter than the countdown party to 2011! Thankgod I did manage to come for this outing! ((: and and one surprising thing to note: I'm going hk on 24 may and johnathon is taking the same flight as me! Omg!! Fated ttm! Haha! Anyway I already got my study motivation and I know I will study hard from tml! ((: bye!

2011-03-23T02:05:00.001+08:00

8 more days to my birthday! In a way I'm excited cause it's my 21st! In a way I'm not cause i'll be seeing jk at night! ): plus it also means that i have only a month left for me to study and revision month is here! ): but I swear planning for 21st party is so tiring! So many things to do! ): gonna finish all the prep work soon so I can relax a little before 2april! (: I'm so sorry for not having any wishlist as I don't have any needs but lots of wants! And I don't want to pamper myself with the unwanted and unnecessary wants of mine! But I'll be happy to receive any present from anyone! (:
I'm hoping for some surprise but I'm not expecting it to happen! Cause everytime I hope for sth and nothing appears in reality! ): oh well!
I'm back to my isorg notes! ):

2011-03-22T13:18:00.001+08:00

Seriously I got pissed off when one consistently keep asking me back the same question over and over again when I alr said an answer to it! And this answer will not change! Stop pls! It's irritating! And most importantly it disturb my sleep! And make me sleepless with a terrible headache! Fk off! This is not the first time! Cb nb!

2011-03-19T01:26:00.001+08:00

This is the same as how many times I wore a dress! Oh great! How many dress I had at home but I haven wear them! Boo! A little disappointed yet again! How? ):

2011-03-19T01:25:00.001+08:00

Am I really that bad! Am I really that guy-ish? How come nothing like this happen to me! Or maybe it's just me! I don't know how to describe this but I really feel disappointed at myself! I can't stand myself anymore! Need to improve myself! ): I just need a ranting session and this is it!

Prelims is finally over! (:

2011-03-12T11:14:00.001+08:00

Prelims is finally over! But I'm even happy about it! Missed Isorg paper cause it's really impossible for me to study 3 papers within 3 days! And given my slackness, cfm cmi! :/ however, all the other papers are manageable! All those that involve calculations are done beautifully! Now all I need is to touch up on them and mug hard on the theory! They are the ones which really kill me front back left right! ): anyway all these cannot beats isorg! Till now I haven finish reading thru the whole isorg! Mad dead! And there's tonnes of plans for this month since it's like my birthday month? Although I know I have to do some reading daily, but sometimes I failed! 2 days I yet to touch books! Later 0910 having dinner and I need to touch my books first before going! ):
Anyway I'm excited about my party next month! A theme that I always wished as I know if I put orange, it's impossible for them to wear that! I mean my guests! ): so more colours selection? Haha! Hope to see all of them there next month! But what's more! I wish to see you there! (; but somehow idk why I wish I had a blast this year! Wish to have some surprise by anyone! But I'll be most glad to see you on my birthday! Oh well! Now, I shouldn't think of all this first! I need get my butt back to studying again! ((;
Ps: I'm working on tml! It's weekend! If it's not Liying first day, I cfm wun work! But must support her ah! Plus her first day, need settle a lot of things ah! Like a -.-''' but too bad! She's my friend! Have to help her no matter what! (: I want to try bsg soon! I want and demand! )):

2011-03-05T11:03:00.001+08:00

Hello! One paper down! It's okay! Glad that I spent time on audit and it paid out! Now I'm stuck! I have been slacking too much that I forgot Monday is pbf paper and Tuesday is fr and isorg! No choice impossible for me to study 3 modules in 2 days! Forgo isorg for now! Hope I'm right! But I'm not even half done with fe! How! Crap! No more slacking! I need to wake up! But seriously fk my prelims timetable! All cramp tgt! )): upset! Enough of ranting! Back to books!

2011-02-20T23:11:00.001+08:00

I'm slacking a lot this time! Get to mug hard of audit before I crash today! I'm only at chap3 but I aim to finish chap6 by tonight! A little impossible ah! )): tml is fr day! Must jiayou alr! Din manage to persuade my parents to change Darwin dates so I have to finish at least 2 modules before thurs! )): how! Dying!
Anyway, while slacking, I was browsing thru my fb. Look thru my profile from now to last year updates! It went all the way back to the days that I just join sim. When I was in bridging, went Manila before bridging exams. Went fod, foc, canoe, Odac, all these! It's a great memory for me! And I realize my life now is all about these people I knew in sim! It's great knowing them but not forgetting all those who accompany me thru my TP days and to sim! ((: greatly love all of them! ESP Maggie and Xinyuan! From year 1 classmates to now sim classmates! (: and I do realize a similarity in my family going overseas, they tend to like going overseas just before my exams! Last year was Manila then bridging exams. Now it's darwin then prelims! Gosh! But only difference is that bridging I was well prepared but prelims I'm not! I seriously need to buck up! I don't want to repeat my 2nd year! )): shall disappear from here for a period. Till then!
But before that, I realize we tend to bomb each others fb wall. Lol looking thru the post, its funny in a way but ): let's see fate bah! (:
Till then! (: seeyou!

2011-02-18T23:41:00.001+08:00

You never fail to make me smile each time ((:

2011-02-17T21:41:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time since I last saw or talked to you. I really wish to talk to you again but ))))): I'm really feeling terrible! ))):

2011-02-14T23:21:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day! As usual, my dream is dashed. No longer a reality. A little disappointed but I wish somehow it will happen. We miss a lot of chances. It may seem nothing to you but it seem something for me now. From the day you asked if i need a ride home cause im too tired, im alr glad that you are there for me. Just recently i realise you purposely came down just to send me home. Unintentionally, I think I fall for you. But I feel that its impossible. Although i do hope something will happen between us, but such things cannot rush. No matter what, I hope we are still good friends. Still go out tgt soon okay! (: I really do appreciate all the time we are together. Like those times we talked so long for the day about everything under the sun. It's really good!
Okay I should think about this anymore. Cheerup orleng! (: you should be more concern with studying now! Mug hard okay! Prelims is here soon!

2011-02-14T19:52:00.001+08:00

I would love to see you today but I know it's impossible! ): a little upset but oh wells! ):

2011-02-13T22:50:00.001+08:00

Have been having the same dream these days. Hope it come true cause it depicts what I want. But if it doesn't, nvm. This shows no fate for such things. I seem so emo now! ): siann~ back to books

2011-02-08T21:23:00.001+08:00

Hockey mee?
Arm-brella?
HAHA! Totally got entertained by my friend man! (: plus this person still bet with me if it's going to rain. Within 30min, a sunny day becomes rainy day! Haha! Free treat! ((:

2011-02-05T01:46:00.001+08:00

Hello! I'm still awake at this earthing hour doing fr cny hamper! ): I'm finishing soon! 3 more to go! Jiayou! Tml shall be the fr assignment and pbf assignment! Sunday shall rest before thinking should work on Monday not! Hahaha

2011-02-03T22:35:00.001+08:00

Oh no! I feel so sian without receiving your msg! Feel so happy when you reply my tweet and msg! Gosh! Am I really in love? :X

2011-02-03T01:01:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! ((: receive my only few angbaos! ((: happy!
today marks the day I'm going to mug hard for my prelims! 4march here I come! (; anyway I'm heading darkwin before prelims! I know it's a little ridiculous but it's a family trip. And finally everyone is going! I missed out a lot of such trips alr! So not going to miss this this time round! Mugging spreee here I come! (; <3

2011-02-02T18:10:00.001+08:00

I feel as if I'm in love! <3

2011-02-01T12:08:00.001+08:00

Hello new phone! Best birthday present for my 21st! ((: I even bought 8 casing for my phone asap when i got my phone! 4 orange casings! <3

2011-01-30T23:34:00.001+08:00

It's been some time since I last updated my blog! Many things happen and I yet to update!
In summary, one year of src and odac committee member has officially ended! Odac ended off with adjam where I'm assigned in nus segment games with junping and Vincent! Although there are like conflicts here and there, things managed to go well in the end! Thank god man! In addition, I manage to be one of the belayer in Smu segment for rock climbing! Like a super happy to rock climb again after my star1 cert with the rest! Hope this holidays will get to do some exercise with them! (: I missed out a chance to be ogl too! Seeing my Bimb and blonde having so much fun, I'm a little jealous! But oh well, I love being a gm also! (:
Src ends off with appreciation dinner and bash! This is my first virgin trip to any clubs! Omg! Like a super excited! Maybe is this, lady luck was with me that day! Won one of the 40 lucky draw presents! 50 dollars capitaland vouchers! Woohoooo! Like a shiok! And it's like only person in my committee winning that! (: happy ttm! Anyway thankgod I have Shaun and Wilson with me! Hope we 3 manage to get into the same event next working year! Then we will have tonnes of fun! And aloy ah! Same event or ogl in fod! Pray hard! (:
Anyway, was asked to be odac Exco for next working year! It really made me pounder on whether should I take up this role! Src, Exco commitment, year3 workload, uss work, friends and family are my considerations! After much thoughts and talking to my Bimb and blonde, decided not to take up this role! But I will still help them if they need! Jiayou the next Exco team! Whoever who you are and what post you got! Hope you all will excel better than the current comm to make a better odac family! (:
And now I'm thinking of getting iPhone! But for 2 consecutive days, I have been rejected on the spot cause of no stock! Shall try the last time tml! Hope there is stock! If not I will have to wait for a month plus or another phone? Shall see how la! (:
Anyway, I'm glad to have some close friends with me for all the while! Be it secondary sch, tp, sim, uss friends! Thanks for being there for me! Esp you! (:
And I need some motivation to mug! Suppose to have a Cny break but I had tonnes of work to do! Fr Christmas hamper, fr Cny hamper, fr assignment, pbf assignment, isorg work, pbf test, fr test, and mug 4 modules! How! Boo! I have no time anymore to waste! But I'm wasting time here to write this and watch tv! And I just mahjong with family! Nvm shall have some family time first before work! Off I go to study consol! (:

Happy New Year! (:

2011-01-01T21:54:00.001+08:00

As the title says, Happy New Year! 2010 passed so fast that I can hardly catch! First time countdown in uss! Working for countdown event was ultra fun! ESP with the right ppl! ((; did last set of woody of 2010 and manage to pop the popper! So fun! (:
2010 was a great year for me!
- last exams in tp
- last event for me in bsc
- last sl camp and week 0
- last fo(scarfo)
- know the awesome lt18
- first time being fa (loquez)
- graduated from tp
- know tonnes of friends in poly life
- din manage to be accepted by local uni
- manage to get in sim uol
- my two fav girls (xy and mag) with me for bridging
- bridging to skip year 1 lessons
- pass bridging exams
- go sim uol fod
- accepted in uol foc (panthers)
- blonde(Jolene) first time same empire as me
- bimb(liyi) and audrina with me in odac camp
- knew the awesome Monday blues
- secret partner walk
- went canoe camp with odac peeps
- get to know omg
- accepted in uol src (welfare)
- managed to get in my first choice cv committee
- cv event
- managed to know more src peeps and cv ppl better
- odac adjam event
- first event same as bimb
- get in uss working as character escort
- get to know all the awesome peeps!
- overseas trip with family <3
- countdown party at uss
Love my 2010 and hope 2011 is a greater year as I'm turning 21 this year! Hope all my friends are good and stay healthy! ((; hope my family is well also!

2010-12-06T22:09:00.001+08:00

It's December now! How time flies? Did i mention I need to start mugging? But I'm still here slacking? I need someone to stop me! ): have been missing 3 isorg submissions! The fr test is like gone and pbf! :X audit too! Omg! I'm dying! I really need to buck up and stop saying without doing! ):
Work was fine! Just that the system changed! Everyone has to work more and front gate for weekends totally sucks! 18sets in total! Wth right? Literally work 20 min rest 5 min and you are out on set again for 20 min! This cycle repeats for 18 times! )): I'm damn excited that I'm working for saxophonist this thurs! Christmas carols~ totally in love with Jean! ((:
Anyway, the Nex mall at serangoon central is open! And it's seriously my bet hangout place! Love the place with tonnes of food outlets! Fred not that I'm hungry and will die of hunger! Hahah!
Shall update again soon! (:

City Venture 2010

2010-11-29T14:55:00.001+08:00

Alright this event is finally over! Somehow I feel a little upset! ): friendship that we bond during dryrun and actual event! Really love my stir shit family! Haahha! So many of them love to stir about these few ppl in the committee! (: really I had them with me in this committee! (:
First day of cv was a bad day! Had to cab over with the northeast ppl (Joan, nat an Jasper) to bring over the remaining log items and shirt to sim! Heavy sio! But nvm! Saw all the participants being so punctual for the event made me feel damn happy! ESP when there were few of them you knew! (: time to make fun of them! Hehe!
First station was at vivo! Hiding a secret corner of vivo. Making small little tips for them to find us. Bought gongcha and asked aloy to visit me there! Saw many different styles of jump shot! Also, we (junping, jeraldine, edmund) camwhore throughout using my camera and Isaiah's camera! (:
Second station was such a fun place to be at! With Rebecca, shaun and sebestian! Saw many 'close to kisses' shots! Passing straws, chopsticks, spoon and paper from one person to another! (: fun is the word! Plus the company there is the best! ((:
The stayover place at Camelot was not bad! Maange to save on transportation cause the medic drove us there! The night was long yet fruitful! Was thinking of how to improve the game for the fourth station for the next day! Weiqun, Jieshan and wilson was entertaining me throughout! Woo! Others were playing the drinking game which I don't really want to join! Hahah!
Third game was at my house! Wooo! Finally a place damn freaking near my house! Which I really like! Haha! This time I'm with Weiqun, Andy and vanesa! ((: ahhaha! The game is so fun! (: hahaha! More pictures up next time!
Fourth game was damn far from my house! The journey there was hell! I was carrying like 20 sim bottle! ): so heavy la! Then Weiqun was like carrying 48 bottles! We are almost dead when we reach clementi! This game is such a torturing game! Physical all the gm there almost died! It was me, Wilson, Jieshan, Joan and Weiqun! ((:

2010-11-02T09:44:00.001+08:00

Recently, I had been damn busy! And I had lack of time to blog pictures to life up my blog! City venture is just around the corner! This Saturday shall be the day for us to show our powers and unity! Hope nothing goes wrong! At first the grouping for the gm I'm a little sian about cause I'm grouped for 2 stations as the s and e! Won jackpot man! But thankgod Nat changed to only 1 station with e! Love her man! ((: log items is like a way long list of items to buy kope and collect! Hope I can settle everything by Thursday and can finish all the day0 stuff by Thursday night!
Anyway, work was fine! School is fine! Just that I'm really lagging behind! I really need to start mugging after cv! After 10nov, I shall start my study plan! If not.... I don't want to repeat my year 2 man! ):
I will update again when cv has ended! (:

2010-10-23T18:25:00.001+08:00

It's really hard to cope with work and school now! Especially with src commitment! Once city venture event is over, I will be damn happy! 10nov shall be the day! (:
Anyway, I really enjoyed work in uss as character escort! Meeting new friends from everywhere! Especially where most of the casuals there are either from sim or tp! Many similar topics! Happy! ((: and there is also another uss night Halloween event this wed! Thanks to liyi who manage to help me get the free tickets! Woohoooo!
This week shall be another exciting week! Cv meeting on Monday, xlb with aloy blonde and Kendrick on Tuesday, uss Halloween event on Wednesday, free on Thursday, spooktacular with sim peeps on Friday, work and panthers dinner on saturday and maybe work on Sunday! Hahha! Exciting week yo! ((:
Anyway, finally met up with chinchow, Presley, eugene, curls, Chester, rambert, Desmond this week! Happy! ((; had a fun and great htht session with them! ((: more to come okay! But I skipped meeting a02 tonight cause of some family matters! I hate so last min things from my family! Everytime like this one! )):
One final note: I need to start mugging! );

2010-10-12T12:30:00.001+08:00

Anyway, im a little sick and tired of council stuff now! Trying to avoid in every means and way I can! I'm sorry! But I really need this break before I really buay tahan!

2010-10-12T12:28:00.003+08:00

I just got this 10-24 at uss yesterday! It's customer relation problems! And what is it actually... It's customer complain! Cb! I got a customer complain for the first ever time working for one month plus! )): I was escorting woody and his set is ending alr! So I had to cut line alr! This thailand Angmo ask why can't take a picture. I was trying hard to explain to him that it's time's up alr and all! Then he was complaining to me that he had been rejected 4 times! But i still insist that no more photos! He immediately say want to complain about me! Cb! Nb! So pissed off lo! My records is ruined! ))))))): fk sia! Nb!

2010-10-12T12:28:00.001+08:00

I just got this 10-24 at uss today! It's customer relation problems! And what is it actually... It's customer complain! Cb! I got a customer complain for the first ever time working for one month plus! )): I was escorting woody and his set is ending alr! So I had to cut line alr! This thailand Angmo ask why can't take a picture. I was trying hard to explain to him that it's time's up alr and all! Then he was complaining to me that he had been rejected 4 times! But i still insist that no more photos! He immediately say want to complain about me! Cb! Nb! So pissed off lo! My records is ruined! ))))))): fk sia! Nb!

2010-10-02T21:25:00.001+08:00

Did I mention there is a project submission on coming wed and a mini test on wed as well? How am I going to study?! Today I had slack my day off! My only free day and I really don't feel like mugging! Tml and Monday will be working. Cv meeting on Monday also! Then tuesday will be sch and l4d! How! No time! I really have no time! GG!
Anyway, went over to night safari yesterday with scarfo lt18! A total attendance of 14peeps! Omg! Although it was not scary enough for me, but the company was super fun! ((; took tonnes of pictures! And all of us had fun! ((; I really hope we all can go there again next year! Anyway, supper at geylang with them was good too! The food was awesome! Yummy! Next time shall bring hbimb there! ((:

2010-09-29T22:43:00.001+08:00

2nd week of school is ending. I'm having fun in sch! Meeting friends here and there! Chatting for awhile. ((:
Anyway have been working twice a week in uss recently! (: happy! Work seems more fun with the usual peeps and sim ppl! They are a huge bunch of funny and friendly ppl! ((: I'm loving my life now! Although I'm a little busy!
And I'm having city venture meeting twice a week as well! Gosh I really need a space to rant about this! There is these group of ppl who loves to ask redundant and useless questions! Apparently they are really wasting everyone's time! I pity zhengxiang pls! So I really making a point to go meeting after meeting although it is not productive and what so ever! :X but I love the supper weekly with junping! Cause for sure I always have no time to eat my dinner and I had to rush down to sim after my work at uss! So junping being so nice will accompany me for supper or dinner weekly without fail! My best buddy in city venture! ((:
Anyway I need to start mugging! Seeing ppl start mugging all those and i'm here slacking! How! )): I need a study group who can motivate me to start mugging! Let's see who can do it! Haha!

Oktoberfest

2010-09-19T21:09:00.001+08:00

Oktoberfest is over! It's a great event! Totally enjoyed myself there! A little sad that I din manage to join the tp and sim peeps for the event cause I have uss and welfare chalet!
Love the company over at the event! Swiss club is a fun place to work in except that the supervisors are crap! Only know to scold ppl! Maybe only the chinesee supervisor I had for the last day rocks!
Love the souveniers I had for the event! The Swiss hat from customer, the bracklet from blonde, the champagne, 4 shots bottles and the money I got from_. Love my pay as well! Hahah!
Hope next year I'm working again! (: and did I mention the people there are so nice also! Glad that I manage to talk to some of them more! (: love their prescene! ((:

Okay! The yog appreciation event at yog is fun also! Met Sylvia and audrina for the event! There is a lot of ppl wearing the purple ugly yog shirt to the event! Manage to take quite a number of shots with the various characters! Met te escorts also! So funny! Tried to be difficult visitors for them also! The rides with the two of them are fun! Wooo! ((: I would love to go uss again with hbimb when the human and cyclone is out! ((: hahaha!

Welfare chalet is a blast also! Although I was late in meeting Joan to head over to the chalet, junping and zhengxiang reserve supper for us! Woo! So nice of them! And when we reach, the drinking session already started! Lol! So strong alcohol smell there lo! And excos are all drunk except for kahhoe lo! Lol! Love the htht session with cityventure ppl! (: know them more now! And I hope it's easier for us to communicate and work with each other now! ((:

Alright! A busy week just ended! Another busy week for me is coming out! School is starting for me on tues! I'm excited for school! (:

2010-09-14T12:44:00.001+08:00

I'm working for Oktoberfest and uss this week! Plus a trip to uss with yog ppl and welfare chalet! And monday blues l4d and city venture meeting later! A busy week! Shall blog again next time! ((:

2010-09-11T23:41:00.001+08:00

I want to be in a relationship again.

2010-09-11T11:48:00.001+08:00

Did I mention I got in src? Yes I got in! Welfare dept! ((: city venture event! Okay la. At first, when I know of this, I was like omg I only know the seniors in this event! Like seriously I know Joan, zhengxiang, junping, Rebecca, Vanessa! I only know Sebastian and joy for freshies! It's really weird! I'm damn upset that Jolene din got in src and John for not being chosen into city venture! But know I'm fine with it! I can survive this with seniors and joy! They will be my closest friend there man! Haha! ((;
Yesterday was our first meeting! Goodness! I feel like strangling ppl! Just like some of us at the meeting, we feel damn pissed off! Wahlaooooooo! What's wrong with you all. I seriously feel like slapping you on your face! No respect plus keep going out of topic! What you want sia! Damn irritated by this man! !@(?!);;&-:!

2010-09-06T20:03:00.001+08:00

Last week went passed so fast that I don't hve enough time to enjoy! Wednesday went for movie date with hbimbo! (: step up 3d! But it's not very nice in 3d form! Haha! But it was great to have hbimb as company! Bet they will be my best clique in sim! (: after which had a htht dinner session with my blonde Jolene! (: love her to the max man! We din expect each other to be such great friends and company until now! In tp, we are like those hi-bye friends! But here, we are best of friends! ((: love her so much man! ((:
Thursday went l4d with monday blues and rock climbing afterwhich! L4d is so irritating with them cause all of them tend to attack me first cause I'm the most noon! ); rock climbing was awesomeee! Cause I manage to climb to the top! Thankgod weiwen belayed me! Like he helped me to climb up the most difficult part! And I was also very muscular! Wooo~ hahha!
Friday went for night cycling with odac! Yes! I was in the same group as audrina, taiheng and darreen! With Clarance and xiaowei as ogl! As expected, I was bullyed from the start again! The irritating mrt game was as entertaining as ever! The 6 of us keep calling each others name as usual! And I got to hit taiheng once again! ((: but the journey was fun! From ecp, to lavender, to mbs, to larborer park, to douby, and finally back to ecp! (: this made me love odac more and more! ((:
Head over to liyi liying chalet right after that! Nap for 2 hours and helped her with the decos! (: it was a great birthday party with sim and tp gathering! Glad to see so many ppl again! But still I know it's very weird for being so hostile to you! You might say I have changed! But you changed also! I really hope we can be like last time....
Went straight for work on Sunday! Dead tired! It's only my second offical day of work! I had fun! And I knew more ppl! (: work with the saxophonist this time round! He is so nice! Glad to work with him! ((: saw odac seniors at mrt when I'm heading home! Omg it's damn epic and cause I'm too tired. I ignore them! Aiyaaaa it's so weird! )):

2010-09-01T11:27:00.001+08:00

Had rock climbing course on Saturday! Omg it's like so fun pls! Although there is only 5 Monday blues going for it, but got highly entertained by yongjia, Terry, mingshun, goderic and Darren! Swear they all damn evil! Still continue to say I'm a bangala! )): upset sia! But it was damn fun to rock climb! I love to rock climb just that in tp, I don't get a chance to! Because of my lcci lessons! ): but i'm going to rock climbing tml again! This time with more ppl! To revise and get our certificates! Haha! Happy sia! (:
Anyway I just had my first day of work at uss! It's fun in a way! Just that I need to know more friends to make it even more fun! (: haha! Was with pascale the whole day! Fun! (: hahah! Boonyen was posted to another place! Upset! ): but this Saturday we are at the same green house! Hehe! Another wonderful day! Yay! Another happy thing is liyi got in uss also! So I have another buddy there! Wooohooo! And did I say I had a fyrhto freshie there also? I think his name is renkai! Hahah! I totally don't remember him pls! Haha! After that went odac gathering! Dinner at seah imm! Wooo! Beef noodles! Haha! I'm like so glad that I had that for dinner! (: htht with og4 at vivo and thanks auntie Vincent who sent me home! And their ogl Amos was my neighbour lasttime! Omg! DAmn cool pls! Haha!
Just went mahjong at Jerry house yest! Omg I was damn sad! ): lost 3bucks! But first round I won 17bucks, second round lost 20bucks straight! Goodjob! )):