你知道我在等你吗?
这几天我一直在默默地等待,等一个回覆。可是我每次都等不到,我真得很不开心。

巴不得妈妈 is a very nice how. especially how the two couples get tgt. everyone has his or her love story. it will depends on both parties on how they want their love story to be written and continue.
I do wish my love story is sweet and romantic. I wish it is something that will make me smile automatically when I think of it. I wish the guy will made me drop tears of joy. I wish I will be manage to influence the guy, manage to impact the guy's life.
oh too much thinking. back to reality please. I'm doing fine in china! it's going week 6. I'm halfway thru my internship. starting to love this job. although its just some admin or accountant job. but I do learnt a lot. a lot more in a manufacturing company. sth really different from what I learnt in Singapore. the culture the environment the people. isn't that bad after all. (: just that I don't like how my boss being so boastful! keep telling the whole world I'm from hk, I went Singapore and Manila for holidays.... this is dumb I swear. oh well. can't wait for my after intern holidays win best buddy Audrina! (: Guangzhou shanghai Beijing Tianjin Suzhou hangzhou ((:

what if I say I really miss Singapore. I really miss everything there, friends food, family, environment....
and most importantly I miss you! ): I really really miss you. ):

loving my this internship days. love how I get small breaks here and there. went over to Manila for my dad's convocation. he is a dr graduating from dr in business admin! (: he is too smart and determined. I wish I have his determination to continue studying. next year I'll be wearing this. (: hope I do have a picture with you. yes, you. I know you don't want to go for convocation cause its useless and waste time. but it's a graduation ceremony! how often you can wear a grad robe? how often you can get to go on stage to receive a cert? this is definitely a good and perfect memory for you in the future. I really want you to leave a perfect page in your life diary.

sometimes I do need to let go. although people might be good, enjoying but doesn't mean I have to be too. doesn't mean people is nice to others will be nice to you. yes I really don't like this fact. but what can I do? nothing. I just have to live life as per normal and stay happy. maybe I should consider alternative plans? this doesn't make any sense but I really don't like that.
chill hiuching. don't get so pissed off.