I really cannot take it anymore. I feel like crying. don't assume if you don't know me please. I have enough seriously. I need to reconsider

in the midst of our backpacking trip 2, we receive our final results for university. one should see our expression and mood on the very day of results. trying our very best to enjoy that morning and afternoon before we check the results tgt. flood was sth that welcome us before the results. heavy rain came to welcome us to receive our results. there was a big flood where we manage to partially swim on the roadside! it was quite fun cause none of us experience this before! show you some photos later! (: anyway I was panicking when I type my particulars on the portal for results. I don't dare to even see my results cause I know I want fch badly. I'm jus 2a away from fch and I really do hope I get it! was peeping thru the portal as my long waited results was being uploaded. the next moment I know was I was yelling in happiness as I manage to get fch! all the studying, hardship, effort, time are all put to good use. although there were 2 mods that I think I could have done better but oh we'll, it's over! I'm so elated to say I'm an official graduate of SIM UOL. (: and most importantly, with first class honours. (: although this fch doesn't seem as important in this working world, but maybe it helps me a little? (: oh well, now I can enjoy my holidays as much as I could! ciaos! (:

life will be different if I take u turn back to the point where I enter poly. it will be a different experience and feel for me!

as much as I want to go overseas, I just felt disconnected with the world. im lost in touch with all my friends. especially those closer to me. I just can't get a balance between these two.