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School has started and I'm enjoying my school life. One last year of sim school life! (:
Met apollo for dinner finally! (: love the mini talks with each of them. Knowing them more and all! (:
Pretty upset that I can't participate in night cycling this year. Hope it doesn't rain later! (: but at least I can get home and study!
I have a super high aim this year for my results! I need like 2As. It's hard but I'm gonna work hard! (: ym, we can do it! (:

It's been a long time since I make these cookies! :D

Hossan Leong show rocks! (; it's nice! Haha! Love the company! ODAC excos are so bimbo and himbo I swear! HAHA!

HAPPY 21ST FELICIA! (:

Oh no! He is so gonna to regret...

I miss my panthers! So glad that I can head down to find them yesterday for BBQ! (: surprise visit! ((:
and thanks boy for accompanying me! (: new name for you ah! Brandon! :P

Can't stand him. But I did had a good laugh and fun with him! (:

I dont wish to go back there again! Both ttsh and cgh! :/

I miss Apollo! ): I miss tones of outings with them! I need htht sessions with them! Even tml's outing at kovan I also can't go! ): boo!

This lunch is awesome! The company is good too! (:

Sometimes I wonder, if I don't have this wound, where am I now! Busy working? Busy going out? Busy dating? Busy meeting all my friends?
And now where am I! Stuck at home. Feeling jealous of everything. I really hate this. Why am I so unlucky! Why do I have such thing happen to me. Why!
This thinking never seem to leave me. Fk. I'm seriously tired of everything now! 

I miss our Vietnam/Cambodia trip! ):

I'm glad that I change hospital for checkup. Ttsh works so differently from cgh. Waited 4plus hours to get admitted. They did a thorough check on my butt, blood test and found out the real reason behind my wounds. I really don't understand why cgh can't do the same. ESP that a&e doc who assist me during my second "visit".
Now, painkillers and antibiotics are my good buddies. Polyclinic is my second home. Going there almost every day for dressing! ):
But I'm lucky. I'm lucky to have family, friends, love ones by my side all the way. I really love my mum. She's been there 24/7 for me, at home, polyclinic, hospital, operation. I know these period had been bad for me, but definitely she feel worse. Heartache, heartache and heartache! ): promise I'll recover asap. And yes thank my boy. Accompanying me when I need him the most, worrying about me, heart aching cause of all the pain I suffer. I love him so so much. Thanks boy.
I will recover and come back strong. I promise.

Another same incident happened! This time round it's worse, swollen, pus, worse still there is blood! And the blood never stop bleeding, even till the very point I entered the surgery room! ):
Seen my new wound. Guess what. It's so deep! So much more jialat than my first one! Oh man! Grounded for at least 3 weeks for sure! Feel so upset about this. Gonna miss tonnes of outings meetups and all. Now I don't care about anything other than getting well. I just want to be fully recovered with no new wounds! Choy touch wood. So gonna be zai nu for the next few weeks! Gonna start studying me and msm first when I get the notes from boy! (:
This time round in hospital I feel much better. Not just because it's not my first time, but also cause boy accompanied me throughout. Feel so different. So thankful I have him. Although my mama did niam a little about him but he still stay by my side and be with me! <3! it's heartbreaking to see my family and boy to be suffering tgt with me when I yelled for pain each time cause of my wound. Promise I'll take good care of myself ESP my butt. No more such things to happen! I don't wish to come back again!